Every night, my Mom would sit on the side of my bed while I said my prayers. Every night the same prayer followed by asking God to bless everyone in our lives we could think of.

As a child, the “if I die before I wake” phrase didn’t have a ton of meaning for me. I didn’t know many kids who died in their sleep…or many kids who died for that matter. But, I grew up in a huge, extended family and a closely connected church and death was a part of our life. When you have that many aunts, uncles, cousins, and church family friends, you’re exposed to death from a young age. And my family was from the South, so funerals were huge, family occasions and we’d all travel for miles to be together.

The “if I die before I wake” phrase has been on my mind lately because of the number of people I’ve known, either personally or through friends, whose lives have been abruptly altered by death or life changing illness in the past year.

In December of last year, my oldest brother was planning to come for a visit to help me get my house ready to go on the market. He had to postpone his trip because of changes in his insurance that made it necessary to have surgery before the end of the year. He scheduled double knee replacement surgery for right after Christmas. Around the same time he found out he’d be having surgery, another sister in law found out she had terminal cancer and doctors predicted she’d only live another few months.

I live 3000 miles away from all of my family, so I decided it was time for a visit. I thought I could spend some time with my sister in law and be my brother’s cheerleader for a few days while he was going through rehab.

As is often the case, things didn’t work out quite as planned. My brother’s knee surgery went quite well, but when he woke up he didn’t know who or where he was and couldn’t communicate. In one of those rare “complications of surgery,” he had had a stroke. At age 63, this otherwise healthy and vibrant man’s life had changed forever. I was coming home the next week – not knowing what my experience of my big brother was going to be…

Each of my three brothers and my sister have a special place in my life – and David is my oldest brother. He was enough older than me that we really didn’t have any sibling rivalry stuff going on. He was the one who would play tea party with me, gave me an allowance from his first job when my parents couldn’t afford to – and would do 100 push ups when the ice cream truck came around to get me a free popsicle…(cool incentive from the ice cream “man,” don’t you think??)

I arrived the week after his surgery and had no idea the kind of experience I was about to have. I spent much of the next day with my sister in law. We laughed, hugged, said lots of “I love you’s,” and had a great time. I had no idea that when I left that afternoon, we’d never have another conversation. Two days later, she died with my brother and I by her side. 33 days from diagnosis to death. My brother, sister, nephew and his family all rallied around her for that final month and I’m sure she died knowing how much she was loved. She never thought she’d be leaving the planet at the age of 63…I wonder how she would have lived her life if she had known it would end so soon. Her early passing was a wake up call for me and I’m living my life even more consciously than I ever have before.

That experience would have been enough for the week, but I was there to see my brother too. My visit with him was nothing short of amazing. It was like listening to someone whose first language isn’t English – while they hunt for the right words to communicate their thoughts. He’d try out a word, we’d guess where he was going with it and piece together what he wanted to say. His story about his experience not being able to communicate after the stroke was moving and heartbreaking at the same time….but that’s a topic for another blog post.

My week was awesome, amazing, connecting, loving, challenging and, most of all, awakening! In my reflection and meditation time following all of this, I’ve given lots of thought to what I am here to do – and “if I should die before I wake” – what I will have left undone. This experience has renewed my commitment to work with people who know there is something bigger they’re supposed to do…people who know it is time for them to stop playing small – and step up and into who they’re called to be in the world.

If you don’t wake up tomorrow, what part of your mission on the planet will be unfinished? Where are you playing small? And when will you step into your greatness and your calling? Life is meant to be played “full out.” What’s holding you back?

I believe in you. And I’m here to help when you’re ready.

I’m not the person clients, friends or family call if they only want to hear “there, there!” Sure, I listen and empathize with whatever’s going on, but people call me when they want me to listen for where they’re holding themselves back from being who they are called to be in the world. They call me when they want help to “step up” and into their greatness.

I don’t believe any of us are called to be complainers and whiners or to be encouraged to wallow in our misery. Don’t get me wrong, I do believe in fully feeling our emotions and looking at what we can learn from every situation. And then I believe in “stepping up!”

Sometimes that means letting go of toxic people or jobs. Sometimes it means letting go of judgment, fear and playing “small.”

I believe that I get opportunities EVERY DAY to step up. The great lesson I learned this year is that “stepping up” doesn’t always require action on my part. I’ve accomplished so much in my life by powering through challenges – to the point where I’ve exhausted myself – body and soul! Now I know that sometimes “stepping up” into who I’m called to be requires that I “allow” more and “power through” less. “Stepping up” sometimes means saying no to projects, opportunities and people who drain me more than they feed me.

What would it mean for you to “step up” and into your greatness? What would you have to let go and what would you have to embrace?

I believe in you.

What’s the Plan??

Though it could be a little annoying at times when we just wanted to have a leisurely Saturday morning WITHOUT A PLAN, I came to appreciate the way he saw the world when I launched my first business.

That’s when I realized that the key to success was in “the plan!” I watched many entrepreneurs develop their businesses with a “flying by the seat of my pants” philosophy. And, to be honest, I tried it for awhile too! Many self employed people have experienced short term success with this way of thinking. But ultimately it doesn’t lead to the kind of balanced life and long term success so many of us crave when we start our own businesses.

As my son Ben grew up, he continued to give me lessons on “the plan.” As a 14 year old, he was ready to earn his own money. He found the only place in our neighborhood willing to give a 14 year old a “real job” and he created a plan to get one!

When he decided he wanted to go to an Ivy League college, he again – you guessed it – created a plan to get there.

And now, he’s in a career that began with a dream and for which he created a plan…as one of his job responsibilities he provides support for the NASA shuttle launches…one of his childhood dreams!

I’m grateful to Ben for all the ways he showed me that having a plan matters. And for reminders that big dreams are worth working for!

So what’s YOUR plan for your business? Do you know what to do next to fulfill your dreams? Are you ready to let go of that “flying by the seat of your pants” mentality and truly embrace the idea that you own and run a business?! And that owning and running a business requires a plan?

How much more could you accomplish with a business and life plan? Could you have more money? More time off? Feel more fulfilled in your relationships?

Think about it. And make a plan to fulfill your dreams.

I believe in you.

Linda

He was asked about the secret to his success…he told the interviewer that if there was a secret to success, it was still that…a secret. He knew only one way to achieve success – and that was hard work and good choices.

That, in fact, it had taken him 20 years to become an overnight success!

I think too many entrepreneurs and self employed people expect too much, too soon, with too little effort. I’m all for finding the easy way to do things. I believe in leverage, virtual assistants, joint ventures and building a dream team to help you achieve YOUR dream!

And I believe in doing the right work at the right time. The most successful self employed people I know have a clear understanding of what work to do when. They do ONLY the work they love and delegate the rest. They take vacations. They enjoy their personal relationships. They are very focused on their highest payoff activities and know what’s important to them. They work hard at the things they do best.

And none of them learned how to do this overnight. Each of them had a dream that was so big, that they were committed to finding a way to make it work.

And none of them gave up at the first rejection or first obstacle.

If you’re beginning or growing a business…keep this in mind. What are the best choices you can make today to grow your business? Minute, by minute… ask yourself, what choice will move me forward?

Before you know it…you too will become an overnight success! (and it doesn’t have to take 20 years!!)

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I believe in you!

Linda

Well, I think I’m about to “change my tune!” I was thinking about how hard it is to get going on something that doesn’t make me “feel good.” And how easy it is to do something that makes me feel great! So I decided to try a little experiment and I’ve been absolutely thrilled with the results!!

My new philosophy and the one I’m going to use with all my coaching clients is this: BEFORE you do that thing you think is “hard,” (that task you put off for as long as you absolutely possibly can!), do something that makes you feel GREAT – like you can conquer the world! And then IMMEDIATELY do the thing you thought would be “hard.”

Most of you know that the anticipation of the “thing” is always far worse than actually doing it! Doing something that makes me feel great and then immediately launching into the thing that’s challenging has made me 100x more productive – because I’m not wasting time with avoidance activities!

Give it a try…

Oh – you also might want to consider this – make a list of all the things that make you feel good and post it where you work. My list includes sort of silly things – like I love having a full tank of gas in my car – makes me feel like I can go anywhere! And I LOVE going through the car wash…don’t ask me why – I have no idea, I just know it makes me feel good. And there are certain stores where I love wandering the aisles (I don’t even have to buy anything!) – it just makes me feel good. Anytime I feel “off” and want to get back on track quickly – I do one or more things on that list and it’s like magic. I feel good again! I just can’t help myself!

The new list I’m creating after this experiment in NOT doing the hard things first will be business tasks that make me feel GREAT – like I can do anything! What makes you feel great? And what could you do if your entire day was spent in that energy???

I believe in you!

Linda